I had made it 9 days. 9 days without purging, and I was feeling very good about it.
But something about my dinner today made the choice between continuing on with the streak of purging all too easy a decision.
Now, physically, I am exhausted. I am drained and I've got a headache, and I look pretty damn awful. Emotionally, too, I'm impacted. I feel like I betrayed my therapist and my boyfriend and myself.
I know that this is a normal part of 'recovery,' but god, if it doesn't suck.
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